{"id":62755,"date":"2025-05-12T07:47:58","date_gmt":"2025-05-12T14:47:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.heuermontage.com\/?p=62755"},"modified":"2025-05-12T07:48:00","modified_gmt":"2025-05-12T14:48:00","slug":"transcendental-etude","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.heuermontage.com\/?p=62755","title":{"rendered":"Transcendental Etude."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p style=\"font-size:17px\">\u201cPoetry is not a resting on the given, but a questing toward what might otherwise be.\u201d <strong>&#8211; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poets\/adrienne-rich\">Adrienne Rich<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">A dear friend sent me a poem by Adrienne Rich (1929-2012) some months ago. I have been mulling over it and tried to read up on the poet, going beyond my previous cursory knowledge. I thought about the poem again today (I am writing on Mother&#8217;s Day) because of the huge identity shift that happens when you become a parent. But it also applies to something that many artists,  myself included, struggle with: how to progress, change view points, accept ruptures or even seek them out, so you don&#8217;t end up stale, but evolve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">The poem is called <em>Transcendental Etude<\/em>, and it is long, posted below in full. It is dedicated to Rich&#8217;s life-long, much younger partner, after she had divorced her husband and started to explore her lesbianism. The title is an allusion to Liszt&#8217;s <em>Transcendental \u00c9tude<\/em>s, a set of technically (eventually) extremely challenging studies that were composed across 25 years of his life (starting at age 13) and meant to build performing skills. They are also quite narrative, providing a glimpse into a set of images in time, and constantly moving, like all etudes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62772\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-40-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #40 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Rich&#8217;s mother was a performing concert pianist, until her dominant husband, a pathologist and department head at Johns Hopkins, put an end to it; he was a demanding and overbearing father as well, according to the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.abebooks.com\/9780385541503\/Power-Adrienne-Rich-Biography-Holladay-0385541503\/plp?ref_=ps_ms_267691761&amp;cm_mmc=msn-_-comus_dsa-_-naa-_-naa&amp;msclkid=af67ebd3fc451171206d83f2e939a58f\">biography<\/a> I read, and both pushed the child into a life of achievement, with brilliance assumed to be a given. She played Mozart and wrote her first lines as a 4 year-old, no less. The poet later dealt in much of her writing with the issues of authoritarian dominance as a form of abuse, as well as the challenges to her Jewish identity, motherhood (it radicalized her, three sons before her thirtieth birthday, later renowned for her book on motherhood as an institution,&nbsp;<em>Of Woman Born<\/em>) and her evolution into a lesbian (her first, doomed, love-affair was with her psychoanalyst (ethics, anyone?), Lilly Engler, who was still closeted. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Here is a short version of her biography from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.newyorker.com\/magazine\/2020\/11\/30\/the-long-awakening-of-adrienne-rich\">The New Yorker<\/a>. She succeeded early in life, surrounded by minds as brilliant as her own at Ratcliff (Ursula LeGuin among them), won publications and awards while still being rather conventional in the 1950s, then evolving as a poet, as the NYT obituary called her, \u201cof towering reputation and towering rage.\u201d No matter how difficult a person she might have been, burdened with chronic pain from rheumatoid arthritis and the trauma of her husband&#8217;s suicide after their divorce, her intellectual curiosity and commitment to feminism are surely remarkable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">In any case, this is not about Adrienne Rich. This is about words that make you think about how life changes you, or, for that matter, your art. The first page contains lyrical descriptions of landscape, nature, man&#8217;s interference, and musings on the fleetingness of time, its short duration not allowing us full comprehension. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62773\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-4-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #4 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">The second page is more anguished: instead of being able to study our lives like the evolution of the Liszt etudes &#8211; from simple to difficult &#8211; we are thrown into the full harshness of it, after a few months of security at our mothers&#8217; breast and lap, then nothing but wrenching apart and isolation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:17px\">&#8220;Everything else seems beyond us,<br>we aren\u2019t ready for it, nothing that was said<br>is true for us, caught naked in the argument,<br>the counterpoint, trying to sightread<br>what our fingers can\u2019t keep us with, learn by heart what we can\u2019t even read. And yet<br>it&nbsp;<em>is&nbsp;<\/em>this we were born to. We aren\u2019t virtuosi<br>or child prodigies, there are no prodigies<br>in this realm, only a half-blind, stubborn<br>cleaving to the timbre, the tones of what we are<br>\u2013 even when all the texts describe it differently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:17px\">And we\u2019re not performers, like Liszt, competing against the world for speed and brilliance<br>(the 79-year-old pianist said, when I asked her&nbsp;<em>What makes a virtuoso? \u2013 Competitiveness.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:17px\">The longer I live the more I mistrust<br>theatricality, the false glamour cast<br>by performance, the more I know its poverty beside the truths we are salvaging from<br>the splitting-open of our lives.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">There comes a point, though, she argues on the next page, where we have to take ourselves seriously, or cease to exist. We have to be true to ourselves, in other words, rather than adhere to the scripts provided by society or fill the expectations laid out by others. We WILL find ourselves in free fall, but she argues that this fate was in store for us in the old ways of being as well &#8211; we have to take a leap into the unknown to be able to reconnect, ultimately to the love embodied by the symbol of a mother.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62774\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-31-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #31 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">And now we enter the most beautiful part of the poem: a description how we can integrate ever so many ways of beings, if we acknowledge how multifacted we are, rather than conforming to a single assigned role. <em>I am the lover and the loved<\/em> (agent and subject), <em>home and wanderer<\/em> (haven and world), <em>she who splits<\/em> <em>firewood and she who knocks<\/em> (the strong one and the one seeking help), <em>a stranger in the storm,&nbsp;<\/em>two women, eye to eye measuring each other\u2019s spirit, each other\u2019s limitless desire,&#8221; &#8211; all images of parts forming a whole. Remember, this was lived and written during the years when open acknowledgement of radical feminism and homosexuality was not yet tolerated as some decades later.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">The poem goes on with a return to descriptions of what is in sight, but this time focused on the boundless ability to create &#8211; a woman constructing a quilt-like collage out of wondrous objects, natural ingredients, luminous colors. She is no longer concerned with achieving a masterwork, &#8220;something of greatness, brilliance,&#8221; but rather attends an integrative task, arranging bird feathers, wasp nests, shells and sea weed, among others. The bucolic descriptions of exterior landscape from the first page, marred by man&#8217;s destruction, now transposed into an interior realm, seemingly whole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"font-size:17px\">&#8220;pulling the tenets of a life together<br>with no mere will to mastery,<br>only care for the many-lived, unending<br>forms in which she finds herself&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">The poem has a tall order, matched by a tall promise. Cut yourself loose from societal expectations, regarding a single gendered or professional role, as well as demands of outstanding performance\/mastery. Replace with a discovery and integration of facets of self, despite the price paid for defying norms. Allow it to unfold over time, (like Liszt&#8217;s program of etudes) and you will be rewarded by an unleashing of creativity and the potential of return to the unconditional love of a female, back to the beginnings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Tall dreams.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62775\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-38-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #38 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">***<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">As I said at the beginning, Mother&#8217;s Day was a trigger for today&#8217;s musings. It is hard enough to discover who you are and how to bring that into the world, if it contradicts expectations and convention. It is even harder, when a new role of parenthood dominates for the mere reason that a loved, helpless little being is completley dependent on you, and the magnitude of the task is both physically and emotionally draining. It is made all the more difficult by society&#8217;s rigid proscription as to what constitutes a &#8220;good mother&#8221; (or father.) I strongy believe there are many different ways to be a good parent, all of which have room to unfold only if you are true to yourself. Ignore the performance aspect &#8211; the need to please or to oblige &#8211; and work with what you have and can deliver. After all, if you want your offspring to be tuly free to be who they are, and have the strength to reach for that even if it goes agaist prevailing rules, you need to model.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62777\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-10-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #10 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Which is, or course, the impetus for true art as well. When you start to deviate from norms &#8211; particularly established and touted in the community of landscape photographers, I fear &#8211;  you are clearly in free fall, as Rich describes it. Today&#8217;s images by Portland photographer <a href=\"http:\/\/kenhochfeld.com\/index.html\">Ken Hochfeld<\/a> are a gripping example of an attempt for new ways of expression. The focus of this work, <em><a href=\"http:\/\/kenhochfeld.com\/hochfeld_leanings_1.html\">Leanings<\/a><\/em>,  the way I interpret it, is on the un-seen, brought into being by what is visually defined &#8211; a seeming contradiction in terms. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">&#8220;<em>A questing for what otherwise might be<\/em>,&#8221; as I introduced Rich&#8217;s writings above, seems to be an apt descriptor here. The threshold between depiction and imagination is increasingly permeable in these photographs, without sacrificing defining elements of photography in terms of spatial layout, contrast effects or composition. Strong, beautiful work, and an evolutionary leap from his previous output.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62778\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-18-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #18 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">Want to guess today&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=kD4T-rNklsY\">music<\/a>?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"890\" height=\"668\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=890%2C668&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-62779\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=1536%2C1152&amp;ssl=1 1536w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=560%2C420&amp;ssl=1 560w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?resize=80%2C60&amp;ssl=1 80w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.heuermontage.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/05\/Leanings-8-copy.jpg?w=1600&amp;ssl=1 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 890px) 100vw, 890px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\">Ken Hochfeld #8 (Series <em>Leaning<\/em>) (2025)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-small-font-size\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>TRANSCENDENTAL ETUDE <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>[for Michelle Cliff]<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This August evening I\u2019ve been driving<br>over backroads fringed with queen anne\u2019s lace<br>my car startling young deer in meadows \u2013 one<br>gave a hoarse intake of her breath and all<br>four fawns sprang after her<br>into the dark maples.<br>Three months from today they\u2019ll be fair game<br>for the hit-and-run hunters, glorying<br>in a weekend\u2019s destructive power,<br>triggers fingered by drunken gunmen, sometimes<br>so inept as to leave the shattered animal<br>stunned in her blood. But this evening deep in summer the deer are still alive and free,<br>nibbling apples from early-laden boughs<br>so weighted, so englobed<br>with already yellowing fruit<br>they seem eternal, Hesperidean<br>in the clear-tuned, cricket throbbing air.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Later I stood in the dooryard,<br>my nerves singing the immense<br>fragility of all this sweetness,<br>this green world already sentimentalized, photographed, advertised to death. Yet, it persists<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>stubbornly beyond the fake Vermont<br>of antique barnboards glazed into discoth\u00e8ques, artificial snow, the sick Vermont of children<br>conceived in apathy, grown to winters<br>of rotgut violence,<br>poverty gnashing its teeth like a blind cat at their lives. Still, it persists. Turning off onto a dirt road<br>from the raw cuts bulldozed through a quiet village<br>for the tourist run to Canada,<br>I\u2019ve sat on a stone fence above a great, soft, sloping field of musing heifers, a farmstead<br>slanting its planes calmly in the calm light,<br>a dead elm raising bleached arms<br>above a green so dense with life,<br>minute, momentary life \u2013 slugs, moles, pheasants, gnats, spiders, moths, hummingbirds, groundhogs, butterflies \u2013 a lifetime is too narrow<br>to understand it all, beginning with the huge<br>rockshelves that underlie all that life.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No one ever told us we had to study our lives,<br>make of our lives a study, as if learning natural history or music, that we should begin<br>with the simple exercises first<br>and slowly go on trying<br>the hard ones, practicing till strength<br>and accuracy became one with the daring<br>to leap into transcendence, take the chance<br>of breaking down in the wild arpeggio<br>or faulting the full sentence of the fugue.<br>\u2013 And in fact we can\u2019t live like that: we take on everything at once before we\u2019ve even begun<br>to read or mark time, we\u2019re forced to begin<br>in the midst of the hardest movement,<br>the one already sounding as we are born.<br>At most we\u2019re allowed a few months<br>of simply listening to the simple line<br>of a woman\u2019s voice singing a child<br>against her heart. Everything else is too soon,<br>too sudden, the wrenching-apart, that woman\u2019s heartbeat heard ever after from a distance,<br>the loss of that ground-note echoing<br>whenever we are happy, or in despair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Everything else seems beyond us,<br>we aren\u2019t ready for it, nothing that was said<br>is true for us, caught naked in the argument,<br>the counterpoint, trying to sightread<br>what our fingers can\u2019t keep us with, learn by heart what we can\u2019t even read. And yet<br>it&nbsp;<em>is&nbsp;<\/em>this we were born to. We aren\u2019t virtuosi<br>or child prodigies, there are no prodigies<br>in this realm, only a half-blind, stubborn<br>cleaving to the timbre, the tones of what we are<br>\u2013 even when all the texts describe it differently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And we\u2019re not performers, like Liszt, competing against the world for speed and brilliance<br>(the 79-year-old pianist said, when I asked her&nbsp;<em>What makes a virtuoso? \u2013 Competitiveness.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The longer I live the more I mistrust<br>theatricality, the false glamour cast<br>by performance, the more I know its poverty beside the truths we are salvaging from<br>the splitting-open of our lives.<br>The woman who sits watching, listening,<br>eyes moving in the darkness<br>is rehearsing in her body, hearing-out in her blood<br>a score touched off in her perhaps<br>by some words, a few chords, from the stage:<br>a tale only she can tell.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But there come times\u2014perhaps this is one of them \u2013 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>when we have to take ourselves more seriously or die; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>when we have to pull back from the incantations, rhythms we\u2019ve moved to thoughtlessly,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and disenthrall ourselves, bestow<br>ourselves to silence, or a deeper listening, cleansed of oratory, formulas, choruses, laments, static crowding the wires. We cut the wires,<br>find ourselves in free-fall, as if<br>our true home were the undimensional<br>solitudes, the rift<br>in the Great Nebula.<br>No one who survives to speak<br>new language, has avoided this:<br>the cutting-away of an old force that held her rooted to an old ground<br>the pitch of utter loneliness<br>where she herself and all creation<br>seem equally dispersed, weightless, her being a cry to which no echo comes or can ever come.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But in fact we were always like this,<br>rootless, dismembered, knowing it makes the difference. Birth stripped our birthright from us,<br>tore us from a woman, from women, from ourselves<br>so early on<br>and the whole chorus throbbing at our ears<br>like midges, told us nothing, nothing<br>of origins, nothing we needed<br>to know, nothing that could re-member us.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Only: that it is unnatural,<br>the homesickness for a woman, for ourselves,<br>for that acute joy at the shadow her head and arms<br>cast on a wall, her heavy or slender<br>thighs on which we lay, flesh against flesh,<br>eyes steady of on the face of love; smell of her milk, her sweat, <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>terror of her disappearance, all fused in this hunger<br>for the element they have called most dangerous, to be<br>lifted breathtaken on her breast, to rock within her<br>\u2013 even if beaten back, stranded again, to apprehend<br>in a sudden brine-clear thought<br>trembling like the tiny, orbed, endangered<br>egg-sac of a new world:<br><em>This is what she was to me, and this<br>is how I can love myself \u2013 as only a woman can love me.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Homesick for myself, for her \u2013&nbsp;<\/em>as, after the heatwave breaks, the clear tones of the world<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>manifest: cloud, bough, wall, insect, the very soul of light:&nbsp;<em>homesick&nbsp;<\/em>as the fluted vault of desire<br>articulates itself:&nbsp;<em>I am the lover and the loved,<br>home and wanderer, she who splits<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>firewood and she who knocks, a stranger<br>in the storm,&nbsp;<\/em>two women, eye to eye<br>measuring each other\u2019s spirit, each other\u2019s<br>limitless desire,<br>&nbsp;a whole new poetry beginning here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vision begins to happen in such a life<br>as if a woman quietly walked away<br>from the argument and jargon in a room<br>and sitting down in the kitchen, began turning in her lap <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>bits of yarn, calico and velvet scraps,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>laying them out absently on the scrubbed boards<br>in the lamplight, with small rainbow-colored shells<br>sent in cotton-wool from somewhere far away,<br>and skeins of milkweed from the nearest meadow \u2013<br>original domestic silk, the finest findings \u2013<br>and the darkblue petal of the petunia,<br>and dry darkbrown lace of seaweed;<br>not forgotten either, the shed silver<br>whisker of the cat,<br>the spiral of paper-wasp-nest curling<br>beside the finch\u2019s yellow feather.<br>Such a composition has nothing to do with eternity,<br>The striving for greatness, brilliance \u2013<br>only with the musing of a mind<br>one with her body, experienced fingers quietly pushing<br>dark against bright, silk against roughness,<br>pulling the tenets of a life together<br>with no mere will to mastery,<br>only care for the many-lived, unending<br>forms in which she finds herself,<br>becoming now the sherd of broken glass<br>slicing light in a corner, dangerous<br>to flesh, now the plentiful, soft leaf<br>that wrapped round the throbbing finger, soothes the wound; and now the stone foundation, rockshelf further forming underneath everything that grows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;By Adrienne Rich &#8211;&nbsp;<em>The Dream of a Common Language: Poems 1974-1977.&nbsp;<\/em>New York: W.W. 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