Pastiche
· A conflicted approach to Emil Nolde ·

One of my occasional odd jobs during law school was milking cows. The farm had a thatched roof and hunkered down behind a dike and a stand of chestnut trees against the raw North Sea winds. The owner was a god-daughter of Emil Nolde (1867 – 1956) one of the first expressionist painters in Germany. The living room contained a large number of his big oil paintings, all tied down with wires to nails in the wall to protect from theft – they could not afford the astronomic insurance payments.
I was really drawn to the strong colors and fluidity of his paintings and watercolors as a child, but when I learned as a young adult about his affiliation with the National Socialist Party since the early 1920s I had a hard time reconciling my political disgust with my admiration for his art. Ironically his body of work was declared to be degenerate art by the Nazis despite his sympathies for their cause and his declared anti-semitism. After the war he found recognition and fame in Germany, all leanings conveniently forgotten.
The farmstead as well as the paintings within it found a tragic ending in a fire that engulfed the thatched roof in the 1980s. They could not rescue much because the paintings were tied down. My own tug-of-war, on the other hand, had a happy ending. I decided long ago that the art counts, not who produces it. And today’s montage is an homage to Nolde’s choice of colors, with a photograph of a juvenile bald eagle who just caught a bird for breakfast.
Some years back, shortly after the show Portlandia had targeted the intersection between art and commercialism with the meme Put a Bird on it!, some cultural journalist in Salon wrote about her acute discomfort when purchasing bird-related art and/or craft. She had become self-conscious in the wake of the joke, wondering if she – as so many of us – was the butt of it. She described the feeling with a newly invented German term – der Vogelschäme – which cracked me up since it captured the emotional reaction perfectly, but was all wrong linguistically. (It would be die Vogelscham – the bird shame.)
In the small German village where I grew up villager solidarity increased proportionally to the amount of nightly noise produced by a band of roaming peacocks. A miniature version of this is happening in my current neighborhood where the neighborly greetings of each other start with the question, “did they keep you up all night as well?” A pair of very loud and very much in love owls is filling the air from sun down to sun rise.
After more than 5 years of sending a daily picture to an ever growing number of people via email I have now shifted to the blog format. There will be a daily photograph or montage, there will be a weekly theme that holds the images together and, of course, there will be the occasional text. The only change will be the way in which it can be accessed. You can go to the site anytime you wish at